Dear Charlotte,
You are the first person in the entire universe to know what my heart sounds like from the inside. You continue to grow into a smart and independent spit fire. Your personality is already so great and knows no bounds. I can only dream of what you will do with your future. Mommy and Daddy love you very much. We are exceedingly proud of the leadership you show towards your baby brother. Your love for dance and music brightens up a room. Any hug from you is one from deep in your heart. While I mildly suffocate from your tiny arms wrapped around my neck, I cannot help but feel that it is the most compassionate and pure gesture that could ever be presented. I pray you never dim your light.
Today is your first day of pre-kindergarten. I have every emotion knowing someone else will be teaching you new skills. I have done my best preparing you to listen and master what is being taught. Just a few months ago you were learning your colors. You now know your ABCs, colors, numbers and communicative words in English and American Sign Language. You are on the path to knowing the same in Mvskoke and Spanish. At two years old, you are so ahead of the game, Charlee. I delight in the fact you can grasp any concept with practice and dedication.
Char-Char Binks, please do not be afraid to be you. The kids you are with may be older, larger and seem ahead of you but do not dim your light. You belong and do not ever forget you are worthy to take up space. Take time to learn from your peers the social construct you aren’t able to engage in at home. While your emotions are valid, please try not to be overwhelmed with the new scenery. This new environment will help strengthen your confidence in order for you to make your mark on the world.
I have faith knowing you are able to hold your own in an unfamiliar space. You have the conviction to take command and make others take notice. Not one person has the authority to peg you with negative implications with regards to how you show your control within and over situations. You are perceptive. You are masterful. You are captivating. You can be anything you want to be. You are my first born and you are ENOUGH.
Let your light shine bright!
Love, Mom & Dad